
We went out collection on the Sunday 3October if im not wrong.We kept on changing the date tapi confirm jugak.I and atiqah was wearing purple actuallly im suppose to wear blue turquise with my girls but i havent wear my purple yet sooo i finnallly wore on that day sorryy gals.Started of with dwis place and i went there with ayin wanted to surprise dwi but in the i think tak jdi ah.We were rubber time whne we reach there and dwi on-ed BUT STILL ON TIME OKAY.dWIS mum sat up really goooood food and ate hungrilly then move too amirahs place to drag her out from her place and then to rasyid's place to take hym up but did come with us.Its okay!and then head to razwan's place but i had to fetch my keys since i forgot to get them and got dwi to accompany me.SSSOOO thanks for tat dear girl. Razwan's place and then hope to Iffah's place at CCK and of coz kecoh at MRT!!!Ate nasi ayam penyek and left the building and last place is atiqah/s place.Terseuntuk masa and tat end up to be the last house.
We skip MIne arinah and leana house for the next time and the time i dont know when????
Just pick adate and inform then jln the last threee house.Had fun and reach home coming to nine because the next day is school sooo yarh.Tired see upload gmbr ginie.Gaji tk der ker.HAHAHAH!!! joking only....Monday went to schhool was ssoso tired and everyone was like half awake then.Kesian kiter!!!!!Study and study and sudy for exam and now only left like around few more papers left.
Yesterday was quiest dreadful i would say.Despicable i would mention and like no sense of respect or even truth.Yesterday was dwi's open house and i was out with my family at that time at a wedding.It was late evening when dwi texted me this and that i replyed a full 7 text pages and send it.It when on and on with the same amount of pages reply after reply.I dont know whats going on?i feel like i've been living in a blur world with nothing that clear.I dont know what lah lightning struck me or kener heat electric shock or something but something just haapen on the last thursday night.On the phone with dwi as per normal and i talked talked talked while studying my Dnt a bit.
I dont remember what i said that tersinggung kan perasaan dier.I went to skool the next day and she was maki-ing me.I looke back what i have done and i can remember what i have done wrong.You may think this is excuses but this is not. seriously i dont rember at all and we did talk for a very long tyme and i taught at first the three of us THE THREE OF US is supposed to use the same kind of bag but in the end dwi and ayin was wearing the same kind of abd.Then on that Friday i was kinda' pissed off not because of tak dpt lunch nan dorang tapi i dont know mood swing or what lah something like that.....
I understand that we cant go and i wanted to go home after exam direct on that day and i did not put my behaviour at good level and then started to f*ck people out got dwi and ayin pissed off and was of cause angry and then dwi started to some kind ajak me go out with hime tapi i rejected.Exactly i dont know why i did such athing but yes i rejected.Funny huh?????
Then i did not ans any of the incoming calls on that day and on sturday becoz of some stuff not merajuk tpi sad ah saper tak.Klau if you are at my situation i think you would feel the same way also becoz,,,,,aper rasernyer kalau org kau terhantuk suker dh kawan baik kau pastu ajak mkn tapi reject aper akan kau raser????Of coz sedih mad dissapointed and all the stuff being kept togther in one but its just that you cant easily project that out sooo simpan lah kat hati aku.
Terus buntu and pikir2 alek why am i acting this way to dwi ayin and amirah???why i alsoo dont under stand.If ,like, is concurring you of coz you would b someone eles but did not notice i am chaging to someone eles really
The bad thing is that i did not appear myself on that sunday it was rateher dissapointing but i know deep down i wanted to be there and by then dwi texted em and was fighting through sms i stopped coz i cant take it anymore and today
My beloved friends gave up the money and i walk with another of my beloved friend and told me or ven advice me to talk with her again but you see its not easy to patch up the hole in a relationship but im trying to say something now sooo yarh...........its difficult.In the end it was all a miscommunication between two parties and then i suddenly understand the whole incident how it all broke up like that................Because of one's ego,trust and unforgetfull words suddenly slip through the whole process of the whole processs sooo I WANTT TOOO SAY SORRYYY TO FIRSTLY TO DWII i know what i did selamer nie is sossoo salah and forbidden your words ssooo far through i reaal care about your feelings and i am really happy to the max you are currently my best firend now...I love you and secondly To Ayin after menyagka kau memburukkan the two of us...I dont know why but i love you as a friend and a beloved friend also dont think nonsence but yes i need some time to adapt people to my surroundings ssoo i forgive you and forgive me okay????
And to AMIRAH!!!! after being there for me even if i am at a very sticky situation and all comfort me and gave me a full advice and all my beloved friend THANK YOUUUU SOOOO MUCHH.....kinder joy any one.????? TO MY DEAREST BELOVED FRIEND....
Okay i think action speaks louder then words soooo support me when apologising the three of them okayyyy anyone???????